23rd July 2009

Bad day~
Not at school~
But this time I've been struggling in my own heart and mind
One month left~
Nothing more
Then he'll disappear~
Like a wind~
Whoooosshh~
And it's only me~
That left here
Realizing that he has gone to a faraway place I couldn't reach~
Hoping a very best moment in this very short time~
Short time best moment~
For I will save this memories with him in another chamber of my heart
Don't want to lose him as my bro
But I must~
>.<
Wanna cry hundred thousands litres~~
Wanna hug him tight~
For the last time~
Maybe I wanna say to him~
"May I cry for you??" >.<
Really dunno what to do except crying n crying
What a little poor defenseless and immature girl
Damn..
I don't wanna always be like this~ >.<